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how did it happen?

my mood was so good before the exam

the pieces went well...i was much confident than i was taking my previous exams
the scales was
i dont wana say it
how could i go blank n cant even play A major?
tried once....wrong....shocked
tried again....wrong....

i din do well 4 my aural,well,i did expect that,i dun mind
but
scales?
wat happen to my one year hard work?

i was so down and cried
i dont rmb how many times

i rmb wat FS told me last time,so i tried 2 analyze how could i hv gone blank
but...i m so tired...i thk no more

b4 i slept tt night, i kept seeing myself playing a major....

i went sushi king the nx day, but i was full of guilt as i thought i dun deserve this since i hv done so badly for my exam..
i said, i wana 'eat' away my sadness...but it din go away after all

I praise God for these ppl.

thks 2 my parents,they nvr blame me for anythg...the money was quite a sum for my family...but yet they say nothing
thx 2 CY, thx 4 ur encouragment n teaching...
thx 2 my piano teacher Mr C, who was so willing 2 help me n encourage me
thx 2 WJ, who is better than u to cheer me when i cry? u r the only one who can make me smile even when i cry..thx 4 ur 'tear' theory
thx 2 all who wishd me luck n encoureged me b4 exam
thx 2 all who comforted me after my exam....
....hw gd 2 hv u all in my life

sory HW, fly u aeroplane when i was down....

i hope i dun get sick...i feel sick after i cry everytime....i m so tired....

Jesus, You are my Lord, my everything. I thank You for all the things i have gone thru. Your grace is soo much that i dun deserve it at all.

May it be what CY sent me thru sms:
Further plans on God which we cannot see at the moment. After go through,you will amaze of how God planning.

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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Now, keep this in mind.
Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

You can cry if you're sad, it's a release. But don't spend too much time on tears.
Proverbs 17:22
A cheerful heart is good medicine,
but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.

Anonymous said...

2 Corinthians 12:9
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.